The essence of dot dot dot

Well well its that day again of spending time with

your loved ones.We had our one

last tution we dda.Mr Raj was being sucha darling

for bringing a cake along to celebrate.You see one

by one left.I know that all the people I tagged as my

parents on facebook left me.They're the best things

Ive had.& God made them walked away.Dda is the last one to go.

Though I was in a total despair when I found out about this.

And yet Im glad of her though.Glad over the fact that she's

stepping out of the stone and in a process of getting a

bright life.Sum it up,she's moving on for whats best for her.

Just Like Others.

Hey future always comes first.So whatever thats best for her.

Im Happy.

That really made me pluck the guts& nerves

to strive harder.One of my wish is to study abroad

with one of my bestfriends. I will do whateve it takes

to get it.& it hit me to do so eversince the begining

of the year.I may not get to study with them within

these two years.

But in god's will.I wish to study

with atleast one of them in the future(Insyaallah).

Speaking about leaving,it makes me miss my other

friends so much.Eversince they're gone,it hit me to be a prefect.

WHY?

Cause Ive reached to a certain point where Im Lifeless.I mean

my highschoolsocial life is gone. So what more can I do?

Friends are the ones we turn to when

life throws us harships,

when we need someone to lean to

or ask for third opinion and new perspective.

But How do I heal when

these important parts are no longer exists?

Lets just cut the chase,

whatever it is,I will miss Dda more than a face expression

or words can express.I will miss her as much as I miss Teng&Ika.

Though Ive tried my best not to show others that Im in a total

despair of losing someone I really care.

Hence,noneother will replace her and the other two.

Even if theres someone new who has walked into my life.

That doesnt mean this person will take over or replace them.

Memory is a way for me to hold on things I love,things I am,

THINGS ILL NEVER WANNA LOSE

&most importantly my girlfriends arcan never be replaced.

"So GOOD LUCK ADIDA IN WHATEVER U SET UR FOOT IN"

song of the moment:who says-john mayer :'}