90210 everyone!

My life has gone distress.

I dont really know where to head to.

I needa start a new life.

I know most of my friends have started theirs.

I have a vision of my own

And that is to further my studies abroad

Doesnt matter when,

Ive talked this out with my mom

And she said she can sort me out

How?

By getting good results

I wanted to cry

I fought back those tears

I couldnt stop thinking on how hard it ws to strive

I just want this so badly

Im afraid I wouldnt be able to give it all out

Im afraid of giving up

Ive been so stressed out

I cant even think about having ago with relationship

All this week Ive been thinking about studies

I just dont know where to begin

Theres just so many things to do

You ask me why I want this so badly

Well its because

Ive always wanted to start a new life

How?

By getting my bottoms out of this country

I just wanna study abroad

Meet new friends

Learn new culture & get a new life

I want to forget the past

Not that Im saying I want to forget my friends

I love them to the fullest

Phaps encountering Love..

Well its clear that my love affair over here

nvr worked out

Have I met anyone real yet?

Im nothing like my friends

They always find their someone special

& I nvr got that kind of chance

Anyhow,

I want this so badly

I will do whatever it takes to achieve it

& I will get my butts out of here

hook by crook