Im' friggin out

Oh wow it is my 1st post of 2009. Ive had a buzz week lately dont really have much time to blog nor come online. I have a bucket of homeworks overload. So,it is going to be 1 or 2 post amonth, I supose. Things somewhat have changed recently. It is the end of the 3rd week of school. A day before 1 week of school holls and I didnt go to school because I was told by parents to not too. Coz parents and aunties and uncles had gone to Thailand for a vacation. It is somewhat unfair the fact that they went without us. Oh well after all those hardworks they've gone through, adults need a vacay. So let it be. I believe our time will come soon. To be frankly, I havent been in a vacation in awhile. It's been ayear I suppose. That's the longest record I have ever had. Thus with teachers piling on homeworks day to day give us massiv of stress to deal with. Seriously need a vacation.

Therefore, as i said things have changed. People who I used to hang about with sort of changed in certain ways. The close ones espeacially. Though I see them evryday but I seem to miss them even more time to time. Miss the bad,fun times we used to have. I found out that The apes famly turned out to be the oposite of them. I mean they used to be my one-of-a-kind friends who do 'the-all-that stuff'. Stuff that they literaly thaught me to do that i have mentioned on previous post. But now as hard as it is to believe, dearest peeps are likely more into studies nowdays. Which is really creepy funky junky to the max. Seriously they were nothing like this. It's just odd okay.

As for bestiest, Is it just them or is it just me? I hate to be the one who brags about this but I could see the drastic changes that have occured. To be more specific, I have never tended to avoid or ever tried to let down any of you. Unless if any of you are willing to do so to me, there would be an exceptional. It is obvious that you are all not blind. C'mmon girls I mean look at us, look at what has been happening upon us. It is nothing like two years ago. It'll hurt your feelings as much as it hurts mine to see what I have seen. Ive played my part in this affair I did try to hook us all up again and it turned out well at first but it get worst time upon time. Perhaps one of you couldnt accept the fact that we're back on track. Shoudnt you atleast show some apreaciation the least. Hello!! We are facing with realities now it could have got better if we compromised. To top it of, I shall stay out of any cases and shall pretend that nothing has ever happen and will always hope for the best out of you. Friends forver. =))

Hoever, I have promised myself to not go online on MSN anymore. I'll be shut down in awhile about a year or two. I havent been doing revision for quite awhile due to the jam-packed schedule full of homeworks that needs to be done. The last time I onlined was couple of days ago. I might come online again for the very last time because I need to talk to my dearets aunty n cuzzies. We have got to web came yawwh its been awhile. Gotta see their faces. On the contrary, I kind of like doing homework I find that by doing homework you can put aside your social life and it would be just you and the book. (Cant believe I said that.I was never like this y'know) But what made me detest homework is because of the pressure that drags me in. I couldnt stand it. I mean who doesnt right?

I will have myself practice for my bahasa for the upcoming BM oral test. It's a group work that will have us perform individually. As for our group, we have Amy,Ika,Kira and myself including. We will be doing presentation under the topic of 'Pak Belalang'. I will be doing the 'Nilai, pengajaran' and the 'Plot'. Which is really not cool. Coz I have no idea where to begin. Today I am being such a total lazy ass. I havent bathe since morning. I'll have myself plan a specific schedule for the CNY holls. It is likely going to be study study and homeworks. Im seriously friggin out. Whatever it is I'll always keep a high hope to god for the goods to come out of it. Since one of my resolution of the year was to score better in school and PMR espeacially. I'll put myself out there as far as i can to achieve what I want.