I was sent to this 2 days seminar 'MAP Training'. Never heard of it before not untill my aunty recomened to me. She handled everything for me so all I had to do is, go there & bring myself. Just to let you know I had never been to any seminar in my entire life. So that was my first time. The objective was to build confidence, encourage students to study harder in a good way. I was quite nervous. helo, its not just an average ordinary common seminar not an actingworkshop nor cheer training. Its a friggin 'motivasi alihan pelajar' training. I mean c'mmon, me? attending for seminars? No way!! what an astonishment this must be for anyone who knows me well enough. I say why not give it a shot right. Anyways,'Baju kurung' was the code dress for ladies. When I got there everybody was in the hall already & what freaked me out was 1st, most of the girls wore tudung. So I was like 'whaatafak i wanna go home'. Thought I was going to be alone the whole time. Coz i knew myself too well I just didnt know how to socialize with other people.I was nervous but then I had to pretend that everything was fine. However I saw this 1 girl she wasnt wearin tudung so I went straight to her n made a small talk. Thought she's in the same age as me didnt know she's 13 goin to be 14 next year. Her name's Zuhaira. But I was glad that I finally met someone who could be my acompany the whole time.
*Thats her, 13 years old zuhaira, smk taman coacran sitting right*
Then,the facilitator had to arrange our seats according to our age. it appears that we were both scared to be separated so Zuh had to faked pretenses her age. So that she got to sit beside me. Then we were told to shift our seats next to these 3 girls who werent wearing tudung as well. There I got to know this girl she's alil older then I am. Her name is fara. But then we didnt talk that much coz we just met & things were just alil awkward all time. So yeah.
* 19 years old fara,university putra,serdang*
The seminar started when the lecturer came in & bashed us kaw kaw. He was different from any other lecturer Ive seen. So, he lectured for about 1 hour or 2. I cant remember what exactly happened on that day. But theres this girl who sat at the same row as me escaped away from the training. Dont know how she did it. A girl came late n took over her seat. bla *bla*bla . Dont know what exactly happened but all I know is that the 3rd person I met was tall. Didnt know she's 14 thought she's 16 or something quite mature looking. She said her name was Wanie. So on that day I met 3 people. Which is really cool. Then alot of things happened I kinda forgot what exactly happened on the 1st day but I tell you the seminar was Awesome. I learned alot from the lecturer . By the way, wanie said she had a crush on this guy who was 16 but he looked like his 14 i gess. The guy wsnt that bad as I expected. Everybody sort of seperated when the seminar was over. I went home alil late so i stayed up with fara. Therefore I've learnt ALOT on the 1st day.
* 14 years old wanie,smk convent bkt nanas*
I came late on the 2nd day & so was this girl who sat beside Wanie. We're both late, but then we got the chance to get to know each other on our way to the hall. Her name's izati. She reminds me of my bestfriend dda at certain ways somehow. She was alil taken aback when she found out that I was 14. She thought I was 16. :'( haish, wahattodo Ive been receiving that alot recently. But then all of us became close on the 2nd day. we went for break, to toilet, mostly we did things together. 1 time during break hour, we sat at the table which was in the middle of the cafeteria & like laugh our asses off like as if there was nobody business. Just us!! Imagine if i brought my friends along it would have been more 'out-of-lead'.
*16 years old izati in pink*
* table surounded by loud,noisy teenagers*
I was in intense gilt plus anxious the whole time after break hour . I heard that they were going to make evry 1 of us to speak up infront of the audience. My heart nearly skept abeat. But good thing they only chose certain people who was brave enough to speak up. So hooray for that. ParentS had to attend for the majlis penyampaian sijil. My parents came late but they didnt miss the ending program where the lecturer gave fiew tips to parents. So afterward we said our goodbyes to each other & promised that we'll keep intouch. I got an autograph signed on 2 of my books & a Photo taken with the lecturer. Weird, but its cool. However Im glad I joined the seminar. Ive learnt ALOT. I didnt know I was that outgoing enough to make 5 friends in 2 days time. Now I am no longer afraid to socialize. My goals & ambition now is to change my attitude toward others & study harder for the sake of my parents. I'll be having PMR next year so I've got to change step by step. Sorry peeps But I have to be alil selfish next year. Its all about focusing more into studies. In my point of thinking, I think the apes famly shoud go for this seminar. Attitude problem kids have got to attend for this. No offence!!<-- refering 2 da apes ;P
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